I dont think I will ever get married. I dont think I am capable of staying truthful or just staying in general with someone for a more then 2 years.
Maybe its my "daddy issues". Maybe its my mother's oppression. Maybe I'm to much of an independent person. Maybe I'm still a child.
Being in my room with all of Paul's things was suffocating. I want fresh exciting new love. He was always the instigator and the time I spent with him introduced to a whole new "popular" world I was never accepted into. I lived in his shadow. Maybe that was just a phase. I'm not even sure how happy I was.
Now that he needs me as a crutch I cant do it. I tried all break but I cant. get over it! honestly! sorry mr popular doesnt have any friends anymore and works all the time. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD! He has turned into such a dull person. Maybe a selfish bitch but I cant fix you.
If I cant handle this stupid relationship then how am I going to be able to handle marriage. For better or worse?
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